The Ringing Bells of Wentworth

The sound is silent.

Nothing fills the air.

Whispers in another room

could be heard.

The sound of cars fill the outside.

The distant sounds merge.

Then, out of nowhere.

The alarm.

The ringing that jars you from you deep

Slumber.

Anger, pissed off, why oh why does it

Happen now?

The bells at wentworth. . .

Aug 26/12

In The Park

Laying in the park with the burning hot
Sun beating down upon me.
The blue sky is sharp and feels icy crisp.
The white fluffy clouds keep changing
To new and strange images.
The sound of children playing on the
Play structures near by.
A older couple walk there dog and a young
Couple making out on a blanket.
Life feels good.

Aug 24/12

Sat Down On The Sofa With You

You snuggled up to me to watch a movie.
My arm around you, softly touch your shoulders.
An hour into the movie I noticed you fell asleep.
I waited till the movie was over to wake you.
You woke up because there was no sound from the TV.
You looked around, yawned, and then got up to go to bed.
I followed shortly after.
By time I got to bed you had already fell asleep.
Busy work week. I let you sleep.
You snore like a little dragon.

Aug 24/12

Can't Sleep

Laying there in the dark,

Staring at the ceiling,

Trying to settle this restless mind,

Trying to calm things down.

I have a headache and my eyes

Are starting to hurt.

Like they are to dry from not blinking.

My body feels like it is on fire.

Hot, sweaty, with a touch of dry mouth.

A cool breeze from the fan helps,

If only for a second.

Maybe if I just lay here I would

Fall asleep.

Close my eyes.

Just close them.

You'll see, you'll see. . .

Aug 23/12

Deep Bliss

I see them touching you.
Their soft hands, their pouty lips,
The lusting in Their eyes.
We all are smile from the excitement.
The anticipation.
How we want each other.
How we share the passion between us.
You touch her, I touch you, everyone
Touching each other.
We are passion together.
We take turns feeding our hungers,
Our wants.
Somebody orgasms from someone’s touch.
Pressing lips, sliding tongues.
They want to go further. They want to feel
Everything.
They want to feel it inside them.
Each of them take their turn.
First one then the other.
Each time they are brought to pleasure.
I feel someone take my hand and hold it tightly.
I feel myself getting excited.
My climax starts. I check to see what they want to do?
Someone climbs on top of me to finish me off.
The other moves so I can taste them and
Get them off while I am.
Everyone climaxes with each other.
We all cuddle and kiss and we drift off into a blissful sleep. . .

Aug 23/12

You Don't Even Know Me

You cannot say I love you.
Pushed aside are those words.
You don’t even know me.
You see my face and body online.
A word isn’t spoken between us.
How do I know you’re not a killer?
A stalker or a person I just won’t like?
These are things I think about.
Get to know me.
Talk to me.
It’s a beginning.

Aug 21/12

Faded Memories

Old pictures and old memories.
Faded times that had long been forgotten.
Your name rings a bell.
Your face is familiar but where do I know you?
Why did we loose touch?
Who were our friends?
I can’t recall how I know you.
Has it been that long?

Aug 21/12

It Doesn't Pay

Hold her hand.
Touch her.
Does she smile?
Does it feel forced?
Does it feel strange?
It feels so right, but its not.
She can see that you like her.
But how does she tell you
That you’re just friends.
Things will get weird.
Things will never be the same if
You cross that line.
The laughter, the good times, the shared
Memories and history with friends.
Everything is gone with these few words.
I like you.

Aug 21/12

More

Wanting more but can’t ask for it.
Wanting to show affection but can’t
Falling deep under your spell
Leaves me in a world of internal pain
Your eyes haunt me.
Icy blue pools that I swim in.
Your face so filled with expression
I’m left wanting more affection
But left hungering, wanting, waiting
You would let me hold you near
Forever is a eternity it seems in your arms
Would it be love or infatuation?
A little A or B
You can see it in my eyes
Wanting to say something
Wanting to say more
But can’t

Aug 21/12

What's It To You

Bliss, by any other name what is bliss?

Rise and drink me, share and bond,

or scream and fuck.

But what is bliss for you. . .

Aug 20/12

A Silhoutte of Beauty

Standing in the bathroom watching you have your shower.
The beads of water running over your skin.
The water is warm and embracing.
Hugging every inch of your beautiful body.
The smell of body wash fills the room.
I see you touching yourself through the shower curtains
A silhouette of beauty. . .

Aug 17/12

Self Exile

I feel the cool breeze as I sit down in the car.

Waiting for the driver to take me to the airport.

Great it starts to rain.

The radio is playing some very generic music.

The kind that you hear in nursing homes or

Barber shop that your grand parent goes too.

I close my eyes and I wish it doesn't take long.

I really want to leave.

I look at much watch, hoping that I can speed up time.

No avail.

We are held up by some lights and traffic.

I breath deep and sigh.

I don't think the driver see's that I'm getting

Impatient.

I keep telling myself in my head, it's ok, your leaving

Things are going to get better.

The car jerks me out of this day dream.

I look out the window and the airport is near.

I can see the planes.

I can almost feel everything pulling away from me

As I get further from here.

I get to the area the taxi drops me off at.

I get a baggage handle and they take care of my stuff.

I don't really care about it.

I go through the sliding doors and see the line at the

Check in booth.

I wait silently, eye flitting with the young girls in the other lines who are what I think are escaping too.

I get to the Che k out, run through all the normal things.

Get to the security line and go through that as the $12.50 an hour security gives me the look up and down.

I the to the flight attendant and he gives me my ticket back and shows me my seat. First class you know.

I wait in my seat.

Everything is taking forever.

As we traffic down the runway and lift with ease into

The air and into oblivion. . .

Aug 15/12

Hanging Pictures on the Wall

There is an area of emptiness
On your walls.
Something is missing?
What should it be?
Should it be a piece of art
That no one has but you?
A piece of something that
Once lived in my thought’s.
That once lived in my heart.
Now lives with you.
Should it say everything I feel?
Will it express that to you?
Will it be full of colour and life?
Or will it be black and white?
Find it within myself to say to you.
Words could never do.
This is for you. . .

Aug 14/12

The Mood That Drives You

The lights, the sirens.

The dog senselessly barking at things

That it senses or hears.

Grrrrrr

The one nerve.

That one annoyed Nerve that irritates everything inside.

Pissy, bitter, mad.

Yes I describe moments like that.

Jealous, resentful, sad.

Yes I feel that too.

I just want something in my head

To feel right.

I need just a moment to feel something

Buried deep inside me.

Take that slow Zenful breath in.

Hold it's gently and release it

Like blowing feathers off your finger tips.

The dog stopped barking.

Perhaps things are changing?

We shall see

Aug. 13/12

First Monkey in Space

First Monkey in Space

There the first tent goes up.

Then another.

The area seems to be filling up nicely.

It’s getting dark out.

Time to make a fire or find some flashlights.

Our Camping neighbour has mouse ears on, she cute.

Everyone is anxious to get this party started.

Some more people show up.

It’s getting crazier.

Right on!

Drinks come out.

People are getting louder.

Then the low rumble of music is playing.

The Verb Stage is ready to party.

Are we ready for this weekend?

We are.

We are ready!

Dance Monkey Dance!

Shoot our minds into space!

Getting into orbit.

Then Splash down days later.

Reality will set in later whenever it can catch up.

Till next year.

Aug 09/12

In The Window

In the window of my neighbor apartment

I see their cat given itself a bath.

Distracted by a bug flying by it path.

The as quickly as it came it disappeared.

The cat searched frantically for another.

No luck, back to bathing.

The cat notices someone up.

My thought is, maybe there food to be had.

Now it's just a empty window.

Waiting for the cat to return.

Aug 01/12