Reality of a Kiss

What happens if we kiss?
Is it more, is it less.
Is this what you want?
Is this what I can give?
I can feel you in my thoughts.
I can almost hold you
Each time we are near.
Your warmth.
Your friendship.
Everything about you.
So if we kiss, that's the
Question, if. I'll be happy
That I got the chance to feel
Your lips on mine. . .

April 24/14

Back in the box

Put the monster back in the box.
I can almost hear the screams of terror.
The tearing of flesh, the sobbing cries,
The oh my god am I going to die?
Put the monster back in the box.
Blending in with the everyday people.
Looking, stalking, finding a new friend's.
Like a cat catching a bug, then let's it go,
To catch it again and again.
Put it back in the box!
It's back. . .in the box.

April 23/14

The Dark Voice

The voice in my head just screams at me.
A sort of tormented demon that comes out
When I feel uneasy.
You could imagine he never goes away.
He's never really far.
Reaching around every corner.
Every deep dark place he can hide.
Sometimes you find him clawing at your
Mind.
A madman running through a mirror store
Breaking everything he sees.
He sees you. . .

April 22/14

I take this thing off

I take this thing off,
this part of the edge.
It twist me back into shape.
Takes apart my head.
Then slowly puts it back together,
With those few extra parts.
Memories, motor control, stuff like that.
I take this thing off,
Sort of karmic law.
Binds me to everything,
And the universe.
I take this thing off.
The struggle within.
To claims one's own right
To self identify with those that he/she
Loves.
I take this thing off.

April 17/14

Close your eyes

Closes your eyes, then take a deep breath,
you breathe it out slowly.
Feel somewhere else. Not here.
Somewhere nice, someplace that. . .
There is a long pause.
That is nice?
Close your eyes, maybe you'll see it?

Apr 14/14