I see myself dancing on the edge a few times.
In the past little while I feel emotionally frayed.
Frustrations and freak outs are common.
For some reason I feel I can't understand what someone
Is saying to me.
Words start coming from them, after a while it
Becomes mindless, empty chatter.
And I hear only a few words.
but I smile and nod so they can see I'm listening.
How do you say to someone, "please explain that again, I did not understand what it is you said."
It's embarrassing.
That which you hold so high in respect, craft, and skill.
Is failing you.
It feels like your going insane.
You pull back, you say less.
I closes my eyes and try to form
My thoughts.
Try and not get frustrated. It won't help things.
Listen to what they say and take your time.
It's not a race.
And breathe.
Relax. . .
March 18 & 20/13