You Can't Find Me

You can’t find me near to you.
But here I am right beside you.
You hear me say some witty line.
But it’s all muffled and strange to you.
What is it that you want from me?
You stand there and smile.
Your vagueness speaks volumes.
But still, I am standing next to you.
 
Jan 26/12

You Inspire Me

You inspire me.
You come in the room and everything is possible.
You look at me and I forget the words I was about to say.
I love listening to you speak.
The story's, the adventures, the amazing people that randomly come then go from your life.
You are a larger than life person!
You make me want to be better.
You inspire me to dream.
You have inspired me to love.
Life is full of possibles.
Thank you for showing me.

Watching Seasons Fall

You know I sit here and watch the summers day come then go.
The blue sky, the sullen but sultry rainy days,  those long days, those hot nights, memories are a great thing.
Then there is a silent moment.
We cross some magical barrier,
The nights are cool enough for a sweater, the a lite jacket, the padio filled with the dirka with the shirt skirts and the low tops are replaced with guys that are smoking too much.
Where is the days I remember a month ago?
That morning that changes everything.
How you dressed, plan your days and nights, oh god the long long nights.
Then someone hears that it was warmer somewhere I never been.
Just keep telling myself just 3 more months!
Then that moment comes
Warmth!
Sun shine that warms the soul.
It's a little wet out but who cares,
It's warmer!
I find myself doing a little dance.
Cause I know what will be coming next. 

Jan 23/12

Under the light

Under the light
The shadows hide
Mystery is reviled
And everything is fine.
Sun sets
The horizon gives away
Born is night
Somewhere is the moon and star
To let us forget the days woes.
This is how life goes. . .

Jan 23/12

Don't get to this point

Don't get to this point.
Not knowing what to say,
Not knowing what to do,
Doubt invades your thoughts,
What to do what to do?
Sometimes I feel so desperate
To say anything!
But I look stupid so I say nothing.
Words are clumsy and not lining
Up. 
Starting to feel socially defeated.
I find myself in a bad place
Again there is no end. . .

Jan 10/12

Mood Swings

I feel darker than usual.
The broken doll parts,
Heavy mascara, I'm feeling sad inside.
what does it mean?
Original idea of what the hell are you doing?
The smashed light bulbs, the broken ideas of some
Bubble gum existence that has gone mad!
Meet me on the fringe of what I am.
Who I am, what am I?
Could you take me in,
Would you want me in,
Could you handle?
We'll see?
We'll see?

Jan 4/2012