Take Me Downtown

The sound of wind blowing through the downtown
Buildings.
Rattling the loose metal and glass.
Blow on the lone person sitting on the boulevard
Watching the transit buses drive by with there
Not in service signs on.
You can hear everything when no one is around.
In the distance the sound of a car racing to beat a light.
The screeching of the tires Roar in terror.
Then silence comes again.
There is no smell of fuel drowning the air.
Only the dust and loose papers flying around.
The modern day tumble weeds like the old west.
It is a ghost town at 4 AM.
Everyone is sleeping.
Everyone is warm in there beds.
And the lone person sit and waits for there ride
As the morning comes and the downtown world
Erupts with life again.
The silence is there but waits for the night to come out.

Mar 29/12



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Cyber World

Thumbing through web pages and seeing if the
Reality of life is coming through with what I see?
Image, upon image, and nothing is what it seems.
The subjective world that we all live in.
The madness of video reality that we find on a different site.
Love isn’t love in this world until you have it hard copied
Or updated your status online.
Finding truth is a needle in the electronic hay stack.
And when you find it, it loses all meaning and the
Reality is not what it seems.
Take in the show, watch the video, enjoy the cyber lover
That types away your hopes of love for 4.95$ a month.
This is the reality.
Let me blog about it.
 
Mar. 27/12

The anxiety of the day

The Anxiety of the day disrupts my daily calm.
This feeling of certainty escapes me and leaves me
Nervous and scared that I will say something wrong
Or piss someone off that I care about and they end up
In a bad mood for the rest of the day.
I put myself on eggshells.
I rather say nothing than say anything.
I rather watch and listen than feel this gut wrenching
Feeling that I struggle to get through.
If I do feel like talking to anyone I’m uncertain of whom
I should?
I’m scared of those that I should be ok to.
But I put the irrational fear that I burden them or that
They will use it against me.
I feel really alone sometimes but I’m told I’m not.
I really hate how this disrupts my day.

Mar 26/12



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Location:North Dr,Winnipeg,Canada

Falling Through Last Night

Sitting in the Backroom.
Taking off your sun dress.
Staring in the mirror with
This smeared makeup face looking back.
What happened to you?
Last night was a blur.
Did you end up going downtown?
I found myself dancing.
In the middle of a park.
Without my shoes on.
I hear the phone ring.
It wasn't you.
I now subscribe to the news.
What do I do?
But wait for you on the edge of my bed.
Staring down low to the floor.
I see the pile of cloths I tried on.
I curled up on them like my cat.
And feel myself relaxing,
Starting to fall asleep.
To sleep, to sleep...

Mar 23/12




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Location:Wentworth St,Winnipeg,Canada

I Am The Monster

I am the monster that sleeps within you.
The beast that doesn’t care about how you feel.
The anger that boils deep and hurtful.
That destroys everything you love.
I am the monster that yells at you for no reason.
I am the monster that ruins everything.
I am the monster that stomps around in a fit,
Sits on the edge of its seat waiting to pounch.
I am the rage that scream at the traffic for not moving.
I am the disappointment when things go wrong.
I am the monster
I am the monster within you.

Mar 22/12



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Silent Ache

What is it this ache,
this dull pain that lingers in my thought, through my body, echo's in my soul.
This slow deep breath in
As the ravens fly above.
This slow release emptying my lungs into the great void.
Sleepy eyes become closed
And the dreaming mind awakes
To the idea.
But then to wake and find yourself trapped by the ache once again.

Mar 19/12



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Location:South Dr,Winnipeg,Canada

Perspective

What do you say?
Words that dance off your lips
Like passionate kisses that you give your lover
In a moment of heat and lustful hunger.
What do you say?
When everything around you is messing up,
Loosing control, self destructing. . .sigh
Why so you say?
Your soul is crying and no one hears you!
You scream over,over like a rape victim,
so desperate to be heard, but is forgotten.
what do you say?
When your friend have there first baby and you
get to see it come into this world all smelly,
gross, and crying at the top of it little lungs.
What do you say?

Mar 08/12

Confessions of you

Hey honey what are you looking at?
I say, hey it was you.
What are you to do?
Nothing.
You?
Listening to the rain.
Listening to you.
The sound of tears falling.
From me, because, of you.
And you, and you, for you.
Tease, laugh and cry.
It's forever you.

Mar 05/12

This Thing I Do

Do not hold me back.
Do not stop me from what I am trying to do.
This madness inside.
This madness I go crazy with.
This is who I am.
How sad it may seem.
This is me reaching for greatness,
Or this is me failing and crashing apart.
Do not chase after hoping to see
Just know it will be here forever after I'm gone.
This thing I do.

Mar 03/12

There It Is

There it is,
The moment that you realize that you have disconnected from the world and all its little drama that is produced.
What is this thing that lingers in my thoughts? Question upon questions without meaning?
So tried of this everyday banter that busts my everyday work.
That clouds my vision of things.
The it is. . .

March 01/12

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Location:Wentworth St,Winnipeg,Canada