This feeling of certainty escapes me and leaves me
Nervous and scared that I will say something wrong
Or piss someone off that I care about and they end up
In a bad mood for the rest of the day.
I put myself on eggshells.
I rather say nothing than say anything.
I rather watch and listen than feel this gut wrenching
Feeling that I struggle to get through.
If I do feel like talking to anyone I’m uncertain of whom
I should?
I’m scared of those that I should be ok to.
But I put the irrational fear that I burden them or that
They will use it against me.
I feel really alone sometimes but I’m told I’m not.
I really hate how this disrupts my day.
Mar 26/12
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Location:North Dr,Winnipeg,Canada
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