note to Jani

That is so true, in the end the only thing that anyone has is the experiences that

We’ve gotten along the way. No matter how brief the interactions is with people

Or the how brief the moment we stay in one place or places. It sums up who we are.

I have this out look that all the places that I’ve been, that the people who are closest to me are there with me. Watching a sunset or moon rise, taking in a moment of looking into someone’s eye’s and feeling what they feel at that moment. It allows me to have this peace of mind that I am never alone in the feeling sense. But yes you can still feel alone

Even with this idea. But it helps subside the sad feeling that may come with those negative thoughts of emptiness and yearning.

                                           

I remember going to this party and I was standing across the room and for some reason

This girl kept on looking at me. As the night went on and in different rooms we kept on

Seeing each other, after a while we stood closer and closer to each other till we were almost standing together. Finally we said hello to each other and started talking. To make a long story short we ended up making friends and we parted by giving each other a hug.

But it was different. A connection, a moment that is shared.

C.C.

12/14/09