Don't Look, Try Not To See

Tumbling on ideas of a moments that have long past.
Thinking it safe to look back and remember, without problems,
Without any worries, without any regrets.
Trying to keep the water unstirred, so I cannot notice myself
Looking.
But I looked with curious eyes.
To see, to wonder.
The feeling is unsettling to my nerves.
Kind of like seeing a person undress and they catch you looking
At them.

July 24/12