Me until I had to get a job.
Work work work.
Mind you I didn't work very hard.
I kind of saw it as that thing I do,
Or that place that I hang out for 8 hrs
And talk to people that sometimes
We're interesting, or cute.
But mostly I just passed time there.
Lately I wake up, a little more
Confused, a little more sore, just something
I do as clockwork, without question,
I just do.
But these lapses.
These regrettable moments that drive
Everyone crazy.
I don't realize them sometimes.
I'm told it's like having a conversation
With a four year old.
Makes me wonder.
But I realize that I have no answers for
My inquires.
I'm just to take things on faith?
Laugh at myself?
Accept that I'm becoming flawed like everyone
Else.
Confusion.
A moment of uncertainty enters my mind.
Ok I realize that I don't want to hear this
Right now, put it off till later.
Oh later is now.
Oh. . .
July 18/12
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